An imperfect body reflects an imperfect soul

So tomorrow I go home from my month long vacation/binge-fest. The hard work really begins tomorrow. I'm basically going to fast for the next two months and lose 15 pounds before school starts again. I'm looking forward to getting back to my usual restricting habits. At the beginning of the month I had been purging 4 times a day. Now I purge once at most. I fear that Mia is slipping from me. I can't let that happen. I'm craving the feeling of starvation. It's time to get back on track.